Fusion is Resonance Felt in the Body

Dear Folks,

PLEASE NOTE: If this entry interests you, consider checking out the blog by reading the first post FIRST. The info is cumulative and will make more sense if you read them in the order they were written. 

Aggression is just energy: it’s nothing more than pent-up tension being released through the impetus of pain rather than fusion. At the cellular level, we ARE fusion. And, when we do not live it, at the physical level, we suffer. We are in pain from conflict, inner conflict… outer conflict … and our conflict with the cosmos. We all know who wins when you argue with God, don’t we?

The fusion that we are, essentially, persists no matter what—we can’t stop it. We couldn’t stop it if we tried, and believe me, we try. I am inspired to write this because I’m watching my two cats, (probably the cutest cats on earth, [ask anyone]) rampage around my studio. They are playing; we are not. Aggression is the spent rage of yesterday, born of inner conflict substituted for Inner Truth.

Resonance is everything in vibration with the All: it is a fusion of contrasting elements rather than a clash. Fusion is an expression of truth in the moment. Fusion is a means of generating energy, as is conflict. Which source do you prefer? The harmonious use of will is to direct the mind to connect, to connect to its feeling nature rather than ego. Once connected, mind comes into understanding, it becomes able to surrender to the truth of fusion, once more. One can return, again and again, to a conscious moment.

In my body is where I can learn reality, here and now revealing itself to me, through me, as me. By moving as I long to move, my breath becomes real. Fusion IS reality and conflict is a lie. Ego’s whisperings in collective ears are the impetus for our constant struggle to survive.

Look at humanity if you desire to know the reality about yourself. Most of us are terrified all the time. We live in terror that we cannot survive, and thus, that we will not survive. (The issue of terrorism is created and jet-fueled by our inner pain on the subject. Asking any other system than your own to release you from terrorism in the world is a dead end. Heal yourself, first.) When the will is thusly enthralled—mesmerized by ego lies—there is no connection with truth. We are, proverbially, hung out to dry.

Will without consciousness just may equal sociopathic behavior, and that’s a subject for another blog. Will with consciousness is to be fully human. If we’ve ever needed folks to step up, now’s the time; I think, upon that we can all agree. The world’s a’poppin, and a rockin’ round da clock. Conscious will, your free will, can choose to connect mind to its feeling nature, and by doing do, resonance resounds—in the individual being, in the world, as cosmic truth prevails.

It behooves us, therefore, to know our centers. And from our centers, to be grounded … and to rise up, expanding and radiating through our centers… this is a stance that heals. Indeed, that heals you, and then you share it.

The body never lies. It cannot, anymore than your dog can. The body plus resonance equals healing and health. The body in conflict equals pain and destruction. The mind disconnected from body is, at best, just blathering on and at worst, terrifying. When I feel the resonance of fusion alight, fired up throughout my body … it POPS! me into another realm of awareness where everything feels really good. It is a state that couldn’t be more real if I were to stand inside a 20-foot bell while someone was clanging on it.

Boooingggg: resonance feels like that. It’s fusion is a state; it’s a crystalline tube of light. It’s rhythmic; there is movement. Enough for today. Time to use my toob-a-lite to practice the flute (one of my fav resonators).

Re-reading this before publishing it, I want to say the following: it's pretty scattered and out there. Some of the sentences are cool and the ideas are good, but it's really quite a mess, from the English-teacher point of view. However, I am gonna publish it anyway, because as mentioned earlier, I'm overcoming perfectionism. And, the ideas are good. Pensing on fusion, as the generator for your life, rather than conflict, could be thrilling. Understanding that fusion is resonance felt in the body, could be life-changing.

Tudaloo,

Laurel