Thursday, March 31, 2011

What I Love About Frequency, Tuning and Resonance

Dear Folks,

PLEASE NOTE: If this entry interests you, consider checking out the blog by reading the first post FIRST. The info is cumulative and will make more sense if you read them in the order they were written. 

In a world where the people in charge routinely lie to protect their bottom line at the expense of everyone else ... what I love MOST about frequency, tuning and resonance is that they are real, tangible truths I can know, simply by being in touch with my body.


In a world where the average person (including myself) does the same stupid, irrational, destructive thing, over and over again ... what I love about frequency, tuning and resonance is that by embodying them with conscious awareness I give myself another chance to get things right.


In a world where mind is identified with ego so utterly that, most of the time, we don't even notice this state, or question that there is another possibility ... what I love about frequency, tuning and resonance is that by engaging, flowing and surrendering to their energy fields I am returned, effortlessly, to real connection with my feeling nature.


In a world where most people take their cues from others, rely on information that others speak or write, and are so out of touch with their authentic selves that they barely even know it exists... what I love about frequency, tuning and resonance is that through their awakened perception I can instantly know everything, right in the moment, that I need to know to be whole, loving and fully alive.


In Love of the All,
Laurel











Monday, March 28, 2011

FREQUENCY: YOUR STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN

Dear Folks,

J. S. Bach knew how to create a stairway to heaven: you do it through frequencies, ordered and patterned in a certain way that only musical geniuses can magically configure, (and any lucky person who listens with an open heart can perceive). Blessedly, each of us is the resident genius of our own body and soul … so move aside Bach and make room for us, too. All my life, Bach’s music has transported me to the realm of conscious oneness. It feels like I can remember being unborn in my mother’s body as she played Bach, swaying deeply to its resonant perfection. And I’ve played Bach on all my instruments, the recorder, flute, piano, violin, viola, cello, viola da gamba and harp (sequentially, not all at once, ha-ha. The more I play it, the more I love it.

How frequency, tuning and resonance fit together: Frequencies, combined together just right (i.e. in tune with each other), just naturally, produce resonance.

Frequencies are the steps in the stairway. At their most basic levels, each frequency (i.e. pitch) is a sine wave of a specific amplitude. Technically referred to as Hz (Hertz), pitch, or CPS (cycles per second) each pitch represents an individual note. Frequencies are vibrational cycles, pure and simple. Nothing new to you, you're already aware of these cycles as you notice weather patterns, play the stock market, enjoy the moon phases, or read an astrology chart (or any kind of chart). By having a personal awareness of frequencies, of cycles, it puts us in the driver’s seat. Certainly, that’s the point of having an astrology reading, and that’s why I spent years studying how to read charts of the market. 

In making a person relationship with frequency it is important to understand that there is a full spectrum of cycles. For example, when I tune a piano I am dealing with a wide range of frequencies, from 27.5 Hz (the lowest A) to 4186 Hz (the highest C). Likewise, brainwaves vibrate at various frequencies, and in doing so, we are shifted into various states (alpha, delta, theta etc.), which then define various ways of being (relaxed, alert, sleeping, etc.) To vastly oversimplify: everything has its own particular spectrum or range of frequencies, some very wide and others narrower. That, most definitely, includes our own bodies (emotional, physical and energetically-speaking).

Since all matter is essentially vibration, moving at various speeds (frequencies), many technical things can be said about frequency, most of which would put you into a peaceful snooze before I can come to the end of my sentence, so I’m gonna cut to the chase. Here’s how come frequency is the first quality I invoke when talking about the self-healing qualities of sound (which are, to recap, frequency, tuning and resonance). If you remember from my blog of 3-26-11, the salient point about self-healing and frequency is our ability, our willingness, and choice to identify frequency on a personal level.

Being ready, willing and able to identify frequencies for ourselves is, as far as I know, a unique concept I’ve developed, as I progressed along my pathway of self-healing. It comes from the foundational reality that each of us have our own unique system and commensurately, a matching need and capacity to personally experience frequencies. What I mean is that, in one way or another (by feeling, hearing, and/or imagining) we can make a personal relationship with each and every frequency. Not only can we, but we need to, in order to take into our systems the frequencies required for homeostasis and synchronous brainwave rhythms -- the ones that are most appropriate for the moment.

If you think of frequencies like colors in a rainbow, there is a spectrum of different pitches (Hz or CPS), different frequencies coming to you, through you and expressing from you as you… at any given moment. Some are stable over time, and some transmute as your development unfolds. And like color, we can experience each frequency for what it is, just as the color black feels, looks and seems different from the color red (and if your mind doesn’t understand why, it doesn’t matter). Likewise, most of us have a favorite color, or are attracted to one color for awhile and that shifts.

Now, I’m going to tell you how I made a personal relationship with each frequency, but first I want to stress that this is only my way of doing so. I mean it when I say that we each have our own unique ways of identifying frequency. Thus, while you may never know the name of the note, or understand the physics of sound, you do have certain frequencies that feel, sound or seem certain ways to you (even if you’re not sure why they are). By being able to identify frequency for yourself, what I mean, in a nutshell, is that you can somehow discern which energy feels good, bad or indifferent to you (because all energy forms are, in reality, frequencies, that is, they are vibrating at certain speeds [Hz or CPS]). That said, most of us have been so out of touch with our bodies, so entombed in our minds, so kinked up in our systems that we really cannot discern which frequencies feel right in the moment… at least, not yet. My Self-Tuning practice has been a key factor in becoming conscious of my innate ability to do so.. and so can you (in your own way).

Years ago I studied improvisational music with members of the band, Oregon, while attending classes at Naropa Institute in Boulder, CO. What a gas that sexy, free time was! We all lived in a summer-empty frat house and believe it or not, we were so absorbed and fulfilled in our music-making that even though all we had to cook on was a few hotplates, it never even occurred to us to go out and eat. Music was our food, creativity was the spice of our lives. Mmmmmm.  One day I had a private lesson with Paul McCandless (an amazing soprano sax player with Oregon and also the Paul Winter Consort), and I asked him how I could learn to improvise. “Scales,” he lazily intoned. “Learn every scale on your instrument equally well, and you’ll be able to improvise anything your ear can hear and your fingers can play.”

Boooringgg. So I thought. But later in life my passion to play the flute led me to doing exactly that. And boring turned into a really fun way to practice (which I happen to adore, anyway - - all that space to just work it out and leave the mind behind – I can practice for hours). One day, years later, I realized that I had, by doing so, cultivated a personal relationship with each note, the individual frequencies (and the keys they produced) had become my friends. I still can’t tell you the names of the notes; for me it’s about being able to feel and see them. So, whatever works for you.

Now why? Who the heck cares about Hz? As mentioned above, one of the major components of a stress habit (the constellation of actions, beliefs and energy patterns that constitute the underpinning for a chronically-contracted muscle or muscle group) is our distorted ability (or just plain inability) to allow the appropriate frequencies to move freely through our systems. Meaning, out of habit, we act in ways (due to our beliefs and holding past patterns) that are distorted, or that distort our minds and bodies. We don’t allow the appropriate frequencies to move through our systems, as they naturally would do, if we weren’t limiting them in doing so.

Highly sensitive people have this issue in spades. We amp up our systems way too much (i.e. let in too many high frequencies too quickly), or let them get too suppressed too often (letting in too many low freqs), resulting in plenty of physical and/or emotional pain. If we humans weren’t enthralled by habit, our systems, just naturally would handle this matter perfectly. We’d adjust, as needed. Our brainwave patterns would normalize into synchronous rhythms that united, rather than dissected our beings. But anyone in pain is someone who is not quite able to be natural and appropriate, at the level of  frequency flow.

Perhaps you are someone that pushes yourself and ends up amping up your frequencies, surging the brain into non-synchronous dysfunction. This can develop into a typical “flight or fight” pattern. Perhaps you load up on low, slow frequencies and end up feeling exhausted or depressed. Now, here’s the kicker, and it’s a big one: you can’t actually DO anything about this (go ahead and try, and if you succeed, I’ll be very interested to hear about it… Put another way, if pianos could tune themselves I would be outta a job. Anymore than you can, fundamentally, change the shape of your system (or your astrological makeup, or physical body)… we cannot manipulate ourselves or frequencies themselves, so as to connect in certain ways with them. (This is why asking to "raise your vibration" is not only impossible, but sheer folly. More on this in a later blog.)

What we CAN do is engage the energy, flow the energy and surrender to the energy so that we are grounded, centered and expanded enough to ALLOW ourselves to connect with the perfect combination of frequencies for the moment. And when we do, when we know how to tune ourselves, the result is resonance: we come into harmony with ourselves, the world and the Cosmos.

What we can do is ask to receive the frequencies that we need - - high, low or in between. Once you start thinking about this concept - - that an initiatory aspect of self-healing is to be ready, willing and able to identify frequencies in your own uniquely personalized way, you’ll start to see how you are already doing that, at some level (probably unconsciously). When this act becomes conscious it leads you straight into being able to engage, flow and surrender to the energy of life.  It becomes your way of connecting directly to the energy you require in order to heal a certain issue, physical and/or emotional. Try it and let me know what you come up with…

Frequently yours,
Laurel



Sunday, March 27, 2011

RESOURCES THAT HAVE MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD TO ME

Dear Folks,

PLEASE NOTE: If this entry interests you, consider checking out the blog by reading the first post FIRST. The info is cumulative and will make more sense if you read them in the order they were written. 

In this post I would like to share a few of the books and resources that I am finding to be invaluable in my journey of self-healing. Though I am oriented toward physical, stress-related pain in the shoulders, neck and head these resources are of a core quality, in terms of self-healing emotional issues as well. Now, I’ve done LOTS of great techniques and had lots of sessions with dedicated practitioners, and many of them offered wonderful gifts.

The ones listed below are simply my most useful endeavors- - the ones that have given me the tools for deep and transformative self-healing. Personally, what I look for, in a good session or book, is something that contributes, noticeably, to my ability to heal myself. When I find that I am going back, over and over again to the same practitioner and not obviously increasing my self-healing skills, I usually move on. Especially when we are talking about stress-relat5ed chronic pain, it’s really up to you, baby, to do it to it. No one can possibly inhabit your body for you, or even spend enough time ministering to you to make real progress. Taking full responsibility for self-healing is a bottom-line decision, and one I made about five years ago. Wow! What a diff! I used to be desperate about being healed (can you help me???) and now I can hardly believe how much fun it is to be healing myself.

That said, I want to be clear that when I use the term self-healing, I don’t necessarily mean healing myself by myself. Not at all… these great resources (below) have helped me to heal myself, and even more ultimately: the Cosmos (God, Jesus, Consciousness, etc.) heals me. Healing myself is a scintillating blend of engaging the energy (identifying frequency: taking action, making a choice), flowing the energy (tuning: cultivating something new, practicing, adjusting), and surrendering to the energy (resonance: allowing myself to merge with the All and be transformed, be healed, be one, be whole).


HERE’S MY RESOURCE LIST:

BOWEN BODYWORK: remarkably subtle and, for me, it initiated my ability to, for real, to embark on healing myself. This work started to tune me, when I didn’t know how to do it for myself yet. Nancy Pierson (Arkansas) is a great Bowen practitioner.

ROLFING: the dedication of two practitioners I worked with, over a period of a few years allowed me to connect to ground, with conscious energetic awareness. This opened the door for me to develop Self-Tuning by beginning to free stuck fascia, which freed me to feel energy for real. Jennifer Updegraff (Arkansas) and Kevin Dunn (Austin, TX) are great Rolfers.

SELF-TUNING: this ever-evolving practice is my way of being with myself, sensing myself and cultivating a filled-with-light (ahhh, resonance) presence of infinite kindness and miraculously natural self-healing breakthroughs. Since I began to Self-Tune (about 3 years now) I’ve moved my pain level from approximately 90% down to about 5%, and it continues to dissolve, to this day. It’s also great fun to do. Someday I may write a book on the subject, and for now, I simply teach people as they let me know they are ready to learn.

CRAIG WILLIAMSON’S BOOK: Muscular Retraining for Pain Free Living taught me how to gain facility with engaging core muscles to move myself in ways that are releasing, restorative, and transforming. It’s one of the keys to Self-Tuning. By being able to isolate and engage my core muscles with conscious awareness I am now able to identify frequencies in my body-mind, and this puts me at choice in a whole new way about how I inhabit my body.

ANTHONY & MOOG’S VERSION OF THE I Ching, called I Ching: Oracle of the Cosmic Way: this book has given me source material- - a space of harmony - -from which to receive guidance, on all levels, that always shows me how to release the old ego lies and return to authenticity of my inner truth. This version of the I Ching brings it into the twenty-first century, new-paradigm awakening mode, and their method of clearing away old concepts is brilliant. I use it all the time, and am constantly amazed at the precise information and surprisingly-transformative wisdom that my intuition can supply, when I know how to tap into it and let myself shift out of the painful old conflict mode.

DENNIS LEWIS’S BOOK: The Tao of Natural Breathing has been my Bible for restoring breath to my body-mind. I work with a few pages every day, rather than reading it straight through. This book has a profound chapter about self-sensing (as does the Williamson book), eloquently sharing much of the awarenesses that took me years to develop through my Self-Tuning practice. Lewis studied extensively with Mantak Chia, the Taoist master who was teaching meditation decades ago. Indeed, I have done his meditations (The Microcosmic Orbit) ever since I took a three-week course in the early ‘80s, and it has been a guiding light to being able to move energy through my body with conscious love. I have a real thing about breathing (as do many of us), and even though I’m a trained singer and flutist my breath had continued to be tight and strange until I started to get serious about regaining natural ease. Being able to breath naturally is not only a cornerstone of mental and physical health, it’s one of the great pleasures of life.

LES FEHMI’S BOOK & CD: Dissolving Pain is the simplest, most potent way I have, to date, discovered how to shift my state from one of being stuck in pain to being free again and feeling good. The guy’s a genius innovator and now, with this latest book, he’s graduated to awe-inspiring levels of teaching others how to use his Open Focus techniques to shift brainwave states from being in “fight or flight” to peaceful, spacious, and filled with light. Feeling resonance (feeling space) is his specialty. It’s a glorious thing to be able to work at this basic level of self-mastery, because when you can shift your brain state into synchronous waves, you embody resonance as your context for being, and that feels real goooood.

DEBBIE TINDLE’S BODYWORK: her gift is to melt fascia and, in the process, teach me how to do it for myself, facilitating me being able to, finally, release contraction throughout. For someone with chronic stress-related pain, many kinds of modalities that may work well for others often don’t work for them. I couldn’t hold an adjustment/improved relaxation because my underlying fascia was like cement and it binds things up, pulling me back into the same old painful contraction. Now, when I Self-Tune I have ways of applying what I’ve learned so that I myself can release, little piece by little piece, stuck fascia. (I call this technique “inner stretching” and I’ll talk more about that in a later blog.) Doing Fehmi’s Open Focus exercises, also, melts fascia.

There it is. Each one of these modalities has been a piece of the puzzle, contributing truth to the mind, freedom to the body, and surrender to cosmic transformation. Healing any condition requires a full-spectrum approach, because we are, after all, full-spectrum folks – aren’t we? We have minds, bodies and energetic systems, and to generate permanent, far-reaching healing every aspect of our beings is asking for recognition, and the chance to play its part.

That’s why I, personally, required Bowen to initiate the healing journey … Rolfing to awaken my body to new possibilities of ease and flow …  fascia-releasing bodywork to melt stuck fascia … muscular retraining to create intimate connections between mind and muscles … Self-Tuning to commune within and take every healing assist I receive and make it my own … Open Focus exercises to train my brain to flow synchronous waves in my daily life as well as through the places that have hurt for so long … I Ching clearing techniques to process and transform emotionally-laden ego lies out of my body and being … and healing breath work to regain my natural ability to breathe fully and freely . It is so tremendously satisfying to be cultivating life tools, going deeply into each of them, and watching myself become more me, more healthy, more peaceful, and more awake to the realities of what’s so and the joy of it All.

Learning how to inhabit my body and being, how to be incarnate in love and light, is for me, simultaneously the process and the result. Enjoy!

Ready, willing & able to heal…
Laurel

P.S. I am aware that the syntax and artistry of these posts are not perfectly sculpted prose, and I trust you’ll understand and forgive. Frankly, if I waited until I was willing to, essentially, write a book, you’d probably never get to read a thing I wrote. Going beyond rabid perfectionism and terminal always-preparing mode is, for me, a major coup!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

So... what the heck am I talkin' about, anyway???

Greetings Folks,

PLEASE NOTE: If this entry interests you, consider checking out the blog by reading the first post FIRST. The info is cumulative and will make more sense if you read them in the order they were written. 

Thank you folks, for all the lovely emails about the blog!!! I am encouraged to continue and will, just because it feels right. While my interior life is very rich, the truth is that I live to serve. So here goes…

In this blog, I’ll start with a brief description of the three key words of the blog’s main subject: frequency, tuning and resonance. In fact, I may well start every blog with a different take on these subjects, a treskellinate description of the All.

Also, I want you to know the bottom line (for me) of why being conscious of frequency, tuning and resonance matters. It matters because it is my most direct, grounded and productive tool for healing body and mind of pain. So, if what I write sounds kind of out there, erudite, or conceptual… well, perhaps it is. However, if you stick with the blog, I’ll definitely get to the point (and soon) where I’ll share many concrete examples of how to apply your newfound awareness of frequency, tuning and resonance to your own healing needs. Indeed, the great beauty of working at the level of the body is that high blown concepts become grounded in everyday reality! Because, for me, that’s what it’s all about. How can we be more comfortable in our bodies, more peaceful in our minds, and more expanded in our being, this very moment?

FREQUENCY: we each have our own unique ways of identifying frequency, and in doing so, we draw to us (attract and connect with) precisely the right ones to harmonize our beings, in the moment. Forget raising or lowering your vibration, which is a conceit of the ego (more about this in a later post), and instead, celebrate the fusion of contrasting realms as they move to you and through you, expressing as you.  

TUNING: the act of being, simultaneously, both the tuner and the one who is tuned, generates an edge, which is "fusion-power." It is this edge that we can use, literally, to cut through the dross, to whittle away what we desire to release, and to sculpt and sense the forms we choose to bring into our lives, at this time. When we, consciously, receive this gift of discernment, healing ourselves is the natural result, awakened in the flow of Love.

RESONANCE: embraced by the all, feeling what shines within and how, without our doing anything, there is connection between inner and outer is what it’s like to be feeling space. Resonance is the feel of space, inside and out. Resonance is what fusion in action feels like: it is wholeness incarnate, it is harmony realized in the body and being, it is the full-spectrum of all frequencies in perfect homeostasis, transcending our feeble attempts at balance by engaging the Cosmos which heals us.

Being it all as One,
Laurel













Friday, March 25, 2011

My First Post

3-25-11
Dear Folks,

PLEASE NOTE: If this entry interests you, consider checking out the blog by reading the first post FIRST (i.e. starting with this one). The info is cumulative and will make more sense if you read them in the order they were written. 

Hello to everyone and to no one (yet)! Finally got the technicals right enough to post. What to say? How about what the title means...

I named this blog for the three things that interest me the most, these days: frequency, tuning and resonance. I come to this interest by way of a lifetime of study and love of music, from both the technical and energetic aspects of sound.

Being a musician for me started while in utero as my mother practiced Bach (she would stand up and sway when she played). Betty (my mother) trained me well in singing, with an emphasis on singing in tune. I began formal lessons at 3 (flutaphone and recorder), continuing with piano at 4, violin at 9, cello at 20, viola da gamba at 26, flute at 28, harp at 30, Irish Whistle at 55. Each instrument I've played for at least a solid 20years, some considerably more (I'm 60). Indeed, pretty much I've always played music--for my own enjoyment, as a recording artist, as a performer, and to facilitate self-healing.

I've been tuning instruments all my life as well--thousands of hours of tuning the above instrument (and for the groups I played in), and also professionally as a piano tuner for 35 years and as a recording engineer. In the last few decades I've studied brainwave healing modalities and become aware of frequency, tuning and resonance from these points of view. I love how physics and metaphysics dovetail.

As a response to the last 40 years of being in pain (stress-related, searing pain up my neck/head and shoulders) I developed a system I call Self-Tuning, which has proven to be a great tool for self-healing. After 35 years of no progress whatsoever releasing the pain, five years with my Self-Tuning practice has dissolved the pain almost entirely. I anticipate that soon I will be virtually pain-free.

Where resonance comes in is that I have discovered how healing myself is all about being resonant--being filled with the light and love of sound, surrendering to the perfection of this infilling quality of wholeness.

To lay the groundwork for how I will be discussing my subject, here is one convenient way of putting it all together in a zingy triplicity... 
  • Frequency is about ENGAGING the energy of sound healing (i.e. choice, skill, willingness). 
  • Tuning is about FLOWING the energy of sound healing through the system (i.e. cleansing, adjusting, restoring). 
  • Resonance is about SURRENDERING to the energy, (receiving what is being so richly given to me, a gift from the Cosmos: that which heals me through my willingness to unite with the All). 


If I find that anyone is truly interested in hearing more about these adventures in sound and healing, I would love to share. I am also available to consult about other people's similar processes in self-healing through frequency, tuning and resonance. Assisting people in healing themselves--especially from conditions that have been deemed chronic or hopeless--is my passion. (Disclosure: it's also my profession, and thus, I do charge. However, truth be told, if you are ready to make a shift into wellness and do not have the funds for sessions, I am more than happy to work with you, anyway.) So, if you'd like to hear more, please let me know.
All the Best,
Laurel